It's hard to believe
When nothing's worth believing
I've seen it before
I know what's in store
It's hard to feel love
Emotions are deceiving
The burning won't heal
That's just how I feel
And I want to die
It's hard to feel love
I life that's worth living
Just for the clowns to try and tear down
It's hard to be kind, all take and no giving
All the fish in the sea are taking from me
I want to die!
I just want to die!
La-de-da-da-de-da!
La-de-da-da-de-da!
La-de-da-da-de-da!
La-de-da-da-de-da! Oh . . .
It's hard to hold on to time that's worth keeping
These days that I waste
The shit I have faced
IT's hard to wear a smile when you feel like weeping
It gets hard to speak when your mind goes weak
I want to die!
It's hard to wake up when day becomes night
Close my eyes, don't let me cry
It's hard to speak out
The words might not come out right
In an empty bowl you swim the sea of your soul
And I . . . I want to die!
I just want to die!